mongo_maniac1 (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} mongo_maniac1) wrote,@ 2004-07-04 12:56:00 |
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Purt thure: Refluctions
I guess this is the deeper, more meaningful description of the cruise.
Well, at the beginning, I wasn't that excited about the whole thing. I don't think I lost sleep or anything like that. However, I had heard about people getting into relationships on cruises, and meeting friends, so I thought it would be good if that could happen to me, although I doubted that it would.
I went onto the ship knowing nobody but my family, but that was good enough. After all, I had at least some people to talk to and do things with.
That changed when I met Zach. Actually, I had been sitting next to him, when he was called to a group of people who were talking. I guess he didn't like it, because he left after a while, and we started to talk.
He actually annoyed me a bit, since he seemed to talk a lot. A friend is a friend, though, and I was lucky that it happened. Also, I had someone to hang out with, so it wouldn't look like I was some lonely guy waiting for someone to dance with.
Meanwhile, as you have read before, I was noticing the girl at the table next to mine. She seemed to have two baby sisters, and a twin sister. She would talk to her baby sisters and play with them, something I probably never could do. I'm not too good with babies, and I admired her for that.
She seemed to get into arguements with her mother, which reminded me of someone else. Also, her mom kind of looked like the other person's mom, so it was pretty weird.
She seemed modest, or humble. Didn't really seem like the girl who would wear extremely short skirts, or grind with people on the dance floor. She seemed like someone I could get to know.
That changed later on, but first I need to get back to other things. I had went to the teen hang thingies for most of those days, and mostly I just played DDR or Agent Under Fire there. I didn't get to know the people there till around the end of the cruise, and some I didn't get to know at all.
It wasn't a place that all the teens went to, mostly like 8 people each time. The people usually there weren't those preppy people with Abercrombie or Aeropostale almost every day, but more like people who just wanted to have fun. I guess I was one of them, although I really wanted to meet people, which eventually happened.
For some reason, I don't feel like doing Reflections anymore, so I'll just hurry it up.
The girl at the next table turned out to be different than I imagined. I actually worried that I would never see her again, and then I found out was she truly acted like. However, I still talked to her and her sister, and I guess things are good, no matter what went on.
These other girls, they were at the teen hang thing, too. I annoyed them, though, and I think they were annoyed really badly. I don't know why, but I just can't seem to talk to people unless they talk to me first or if I annoy them. I think I need Zoloft, since it may be social anxiety disorder. Now I regret doing it, and that maybe if I had been friends or something instead, I'd have gotten to know another person.
Now as you might have read, Zach and Andrew were very interested in some girls, while I wasn't. I found it surprising how they would try finding them with no clues whatsoever. I guess puberty had come for them on the cruise. Now that I think about it though, I did much more stupid things than trying to find them a group of girls on a ten-story ship. I don't think they would be stupid enough to ride a bike 3 1/2 miles to get to someone's house, and then just leave.
Finally, this group of friends, who had met on the ship, seemed sad on the last day. A few of them were crying, since they had formed friendships, loves, relationships, whichever. It's sad that the cruise is the great seperator, and great divider.
I think that's it for now, since I'm out of the mood. Bye
I guess this is the deeper, more meaningful description of the cruise.
Well, at the beginning, I wasn't that excited about the whole thing. I don't think I lost sleep or anything like that. However, I had heard about people getting into relationships on cruises, and meeting friends, so I thought it would be good if that could happen to me, although I doubted that it would.
I went onto the ship knowing nobody but my family, but that was good enough. After all, I had at least some people to talk to and do things with.
That changed when I met Zach. Actually, I had been sitting next to him, when he was called to a group of people who were talking. I guess he didn't like it, because he left after a while, and we started to talk.
He actually annoyed me a bit, since he seemed to talk a lot. A friend is a friend, though, and I was lucky that it happened. Also, I had someone to hang out with, so it wouldn't look like I was some lonely guy waiting for someone to dance with.
Meanwhile, as you have read before, I was noticing the girl at the table next to mine. She seemed to have two baby sisters, and a twin sister. She would talk to her baby sisters and play with them, something I probably never could do. I'm not too good with babies, and I admired her for that.
She seemed to get into arguements with her mother, which reminded me of someone else. Also, her mom kind of looked like the other person's mom, so it was pretty weird.
She seemed modest, or humble. Didn't really seem like the girl who would wear extremely short skirts, or grind with people on the dance floor. She seemed like someone I could get to know.
That changed later on, but first I need to get back to other things. I had went to the teen hang thingies for most of those days, and mostly I just played DDR or Agent Under Fire there. I didn't get to know the people there till around the end of the cruise, and some I didn't get to know at all.
It wasn't a place that all the teens went to, mostly like 8 people each time. The people usually there weren't those preppy people with Abercrombie or Aeropostale almost every day, but more like people who just wanted to have fun. I guess I was one of them, although I really wanted to meet people, which eventually happened.
For some reason, I don't feel like doing Reflections anymore, so I'll just hurry it up.
The girl at the next table turned out to be different than I imagined. I actually worried that I would never see her again, and then I found out was she truly acted like. However, I still talked to her and her sister, and I guess things are good, no matter what went on.
These other girls, they were at the teen hang thing, too. I annoyed them, though, and I think they were annoyed really badly. I don't know why, but I just can't seem to talk to people unless they talk to me first or if I annoy them. I think I need Zoloft, since it may be social anxiety disorder. Now I regret doing it, and that maybe if I had been friends or something instead, I'd have gotten to know another person.
Now as you might have read, Zach and Andrew were very interested in some girls, while I wasn't. I found it surprising how they would try finding them with no clues whatsoever. I guess puberty had come for them on the cruise. Now that I think about it though, I did much more stupid things than trying to find them a group of girls on a ten-story ship. I don't think they would be stupid enough to ride a bike 3 1/2 miles to get to someone's house, and then just leave.
Finally, this group of friends, who had met on the ship, seemed sad on the last day. A few of them were crying, since they had formed friendships, loves, relationships, whichever. It's sad that the cruise is the great seperator, and great divider.
I think that's it for now, since I'm out of the mood. Bye
